I have let many friends drift away... mainly because most of them didn't really know me. At least not the me I am today. But also, most of them were mere acquaintances from High School and none were really what I would call good friends. I'm not very good and keeping friends. Even Janell and I have drifted apart in the past mainly because of me... but we've always managed to come back together at some point.
I guess the one person who did drift and never did return was my best friend in Elementary up through Freshman year in high school, Mark. He and I use to be inseparable. His dad worked at the high school so we were able to be on a similar schedule. But after Freshman year... I'm not sure what happened. I think he matured into himself and I did not. And as a result, we just never hung out anymore.
I often wonder what did happen with him. I've heard snippets about him still being in Tucson, but I honestly couldn't tell you if he is or not. He never knew (or at least I never told him) that I was gay. He was a good friend, but I guess we just grew apart and never were the same again.
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