Late Night Insomnia

Yet another sleepless night for me. I went to be nearly 2 hours ago, and as you can see, I'm still up. So I decided to come blog. This thing has always been fairly theraputic for me... (when I'm emotionally imbalanced is really the only time I post these days)... So I thought I would go back to it again. Maybe it will work again... to help me get out of these feelings I've been having for the last few days.

Anyways... I shouldn't sit here and continue to stare at the screen. I'm crawling back into the bed again... maybe I'll actually get some sleep this time...

One can only hope...

I still feel?

I'm online... in a game... with thousands of players... and I still feel alone.
I'm in a game... in a guild... with lots of old friends... and I still feel alone.

I'm ignored... I'm unnoticed... I'm unimportant...

yet above all... I still feel... alone.