Has it really been that long? It's coming up on 4 years since I had a boyfriend. Four years since I've seen anyone steady enough to consider it a relationship. Unfortunately, Valentine's Day has been destroyed for me. It used to be a fun holiday... romantic... but that is all in the past. Valentine's Day 2003 I was proposed to by the man I loved. By mid March, it was over. It fell apart so quickly afterwards. Maybe I should have seen it sooner. Maybe I'm too naive. The tricks he used... the methods... all to get back at his ex... using me.
I'm tired... so very tired... of being untrusting... of being unable to love again... of everything. And I really just don't give a fuck anymore.
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