Maybe I should kinda update you on some things happening in my life, since I haven't been on in a while. Let's see...I started talking with the ex again a few weeks back. He just showed up at the store one day. I was kinda shocked to see him there, but it was ok. We talked for a while, and he told me that he broke up with the guy he left me for. I immediately thought that he decided to use me as his rebound and asked him about it. He said no, because he had promised Janell he wouldn't do that. And he didn't, which surprised me. He stayed away just like he said he would.

But anyway, we've talked on a few occasions since then, and have become closer friends again. Close enough that I'd like to try again with him. (I know Janell's probably ready to kill me right about now....but I really would.) The only thing is, he isn't. He's flat out said he doesn't wanna use me as the rebound. (Happy again, Janell?) So I guess that's a no then. But I'm starting to really get close to him again.